Well today started out like every Thursday has for the past couple of weeks; working in the office. Got home at 1am, woke up at 6am and drove to school at 7am. Monotony is starting to set in, but I'm starting to branch out to more people and make more connections. I'm starting to realize a gift that I have, one that just makes people want to vent to me.
Sometimes its a pain, but I know what's it like to not have anyone to talk to, and just letting the anguish and anger out helps. I don't know what makes me so likable in that way, but if I can do something to help people become less like the person I am, its a way I can help the world. I guess its kind of like that PostSecret thing, but with a more personal feeling. It's like a psychiatrist without having to worry about being sent to an insane asylum. Maybe I can find a way to tie this into future blog posts, or podcasts. Anything to branch out. I feel like when people talk to me, and I just listen, they go into a zone and just everything out.
My writing is getting stale, I feel it. Solely working on news stories and having to maintain a neutral voice is hard, and I always kind of took a more hands on voice with my work. I guess I need to work on that, but being able to do writing like the stuff on here helps my sanity.
I miss her, and I don't know what I can do to fix it. Just taking everything day by day trying to figure it all out. Sometimes, goodbye IS a second chance. Who knows
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